crazy life i lead. matter of a fact it might get  alot crazier if things don't change around my house my sister is turning into a psycho freak who doesn't know how to keep her fucking nose out of my business or my girlfriends.

oh yeah can't forget the part about how people use me then decide in the middle of using me to treat me like shit. all i have to say is if people don't stop threatening me i might just have to call the police. if that doesn't work then a restraining order will. hhmmm never thought i would have to say that. i miss my friends most of them are gone or just don't have the time anymore. sucks when you work 40 hours a week just to make ends meat and pay bills even when you are living at home.

oh on to that if things don't start to look up i will probably be moving out into an apartment even though i really didn't want to go that route. its like throwing money into a fire pit and watching it burn. no offense to anybody who lives in an apartment but you know what i mean. no matter how much you spend on it or how long you live there it is never yours and you will never get a return investment out of it.

wishing life would just go back to the simpler carefree days of being a child when you didn't have to worry about money or school or work. back when you did what wanted when you wanted well mainly in the summer anyway. now that i am grown i wish i would have done alot more things in my childhood but now is to late i guess. and since i haven't won the lottery yet!!! i guess i just have to keep on working! and going to school. hmmm yeah like i said earlier i really miss alot of my friends well off i go! ttyl!

till later days
Rob

ok soo so the cherry red idea is out i am not going to have my truck the same color inside and out! well anyway work is crazy if it wasn't for the fact that i want to be a nurse there i would leave because some of the people there i can not stand!!! err!!! but i love the afternoon shift! it is wonderful!! they all work together to get things done and they don't screw around!! unlike the day shift where it seems to be a shitting contest to see who you can shit on the most! which is not a way to run a system but hey what do i know. oh well i am outta here for a while!! ttyl!!!

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Rob

wow!! it has been quite some time since i last posted. this is mainly due to how busy a life i have. for one i work way too many hours lol!! but who doesn't love a fat check!! lol!! number two school sucks and yes i am still going!! three my most favorite pastime would be spending time with lisa!! you should all know about that one! well anyway things are going relatively ok again but i am taking a break right now from writing a term paper! yeah we have to have it turned in by today at 5:30 and it is 1 right now and i only have four pages and need at least five pages the only problem is i only have a couple of lines on my fourth page so i am pretty screwed oh well that is life for you. well hopefully it won't be too long again before i am back and oh the truck is almost totally finished being rebuilt all i have to do is paint it now i think i am going to paint it black but before i can paing it i need to get rid of some rust which means more hour out in the garage working on it! ttyl!

till later days
Rob